Lauranna's Journal

[calder]

(A voice enters her mind) "Enter childe. Tis time for much rest for war is soon at hand. Rest at ease anytime you wish here."

[lauranna]

She boarded a large vessel that was headed to Italy, then would head back toward Britain again in early spring. This was what she needed time to clear her head and make sense of her choas and learn self control. She hide in haul of the ship feeding only when she had to. They tasted of alchol and left a bitter taste in her mouth. One day as the sun was starting to set two men found her and seized her by her forearms. Kick and hissing they drug her up onto the deck as the twilight hit the ocean surface. They tugged her to a tall man with eyes like midnight blue. "this is what you fear", he looked at his crew. Her head raised up and then he finally relized why his men feared her. She lurched foward kicking him in the gut. He hand them bind her arms. "Leave us", he bellowed to them. The crew hastitated as he ordered "MOVE! The went every which way like a light being turned on as coach roaches scattered. He paced back and forth then would approach him then he all silence as he tried to speak. This irritated her to no control. "Get with it", she hissed at him. He went at strick her but stopped as her green eyes sized him. His hands untied her from there posts that they tied her to. "Take my room", he stalked off

[lauranna]

She reached his cabin, her eyes darted taking all it contents in. That mindless tit...she mumbled. how dear he raise his hand to me. She began pacing the floor as the boat rocked back and forth. There was a banging knock at the door. "what", as she ripped the door open. His midnight eyes rolled over her s he jumped at her mood. She stood there in silence....till he spoke..

[lauranna]

Flower, Chocolates, Music, Painting,Clothing, and of course jewlrey. He must be a fool. Those things I already have nor need. *taps her pen on the deck* Anyway he should be trying to keep me from feeding on his crew then trying to cord me. He has nothing I desire....



*A few hours later.*


The sun had finally kissed her beloved sky goodnight and The moon had made his way wrapping his midnight blue arms around the sky. My eyes finally adjusted as i walked out on the deck every man scrambling to get out of my reach. Whisper that they thought I couldnt hear "That her, the one he has lost his head over.", "she bewitched him". She grinned t the whispers. She strolled out on to a the deck where it was more private a spot she went most nights to think. She made her way around the corner and caught his sent. She stumbled to hide in the gloom. She peered at him from it . The way he looked up at the stars made her chest want air. A feeling that flooded her mind and she left the gloom without thought and glided herself toward him. She placed her arms around him and resting her chin on his shoulder. " The star are beautiful tonight arent they?", Her eyes slide toward him. They talked about there pasts and futures. He pulled her to her feet.I didnt flinch nor pull back. His arm wrapped its way around my waist and held my hand softly. He began swaying and the sound of the ocean was our own orchestra. ....Why swayed till the sky began to pinken and I whispered "I have to go", " Now", she tugged away.."Meet me at the twilight hour"...She slide back into the gloom.

[lauranna]

She laid out on the deck and stared up at the sky, her hair flowed around her head like spilled ink. Her eyes like two soft glowing emeralds. "Evening Daniel", she spoke softly not moving. His footsteps were heavy and he favored his right leg. " Its to cold out here you should be inside", he whispered. I don't feel cold anymore Daniel", her head tilted and look up at him. He sunk to his knees then his back and he laid with his arms bent behind his head. She stared at the vast sky. She moved and laid her head on his chest and listen to his heart beat and the rush of his blood throw his veins till it drove her mad. She shot up and kissed him firmly and stood and stalked off.

[lauranna]

Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie


I can't tell you what it really is
I can only tell you what it feels like
And right now there's a steel knife
In my windpipe
I can't breathe
But I still fight
While I can fight
As long as the wrong feels right
It's like I'm in flight

Drunk from the hate
It's like I'm huffing paint
And I love it the more that I suffer
I sufficate

You swore you've never hit 'em
Never do nothing to hurt 'em
Now you're in each other's face
Spewing venom
And these words
When you spit 'em
You push
Pull each other's hair
Scratch, claw, bit 'em
Throw 'em down
Pin 'em
So lost in the moments
When you're in 'em
It's the rage that took over
It controls you both
So they say it's best
To go your separate ways
Guess that they don't know ya
Cause today
That was yesterday
Yesterday is over
It's a different day
Sound like broken records
Playin' over

Now I know we said things
Did things
That we didn't mean
And we fall back
Into the same patterns
Same routine
But your temper's just as bad
As mine is
You're the same as me

When a tornado meets a volcano



Don't you hear sincerity
In my voice when I talk
Told you this is my fault
Look me in the eyeball
Next time I'm pissed
I'll aim my fist
At the dry wall
Next time
There will be no next time
I apologize
Even though I know it's lies
I'm tired of the games!





~Lyrics taken from vEmnem : love the way you lie~